This was a feel-good day... When I woke up, I was in a good mood for no reason (I bet that's a bad sign of something...). My get-up for school was cute!cute!cute! Picture this: Black sleeveless shirt with a hundred buttons, my favorite pair of faded jeans, pearl earrings, my preciousss ring, blue Swatch watch and Anna's black n blue mary-janes. Kawaii......

Surprisingly, school was NOT boring. The test in Spanish 1, which I didn't review for btw, was easy. Adrian-chan was his usual talkative, annoying self (kidding!) and we had a new student in our class, Brooke. Aside from her name and the fact that su color favorito es rosa, I don't know anything about her yet.

American History... I don't know what I ate, 'cause I was actually listening to Mr. Lackey! I even answered a couple of his questions correctly. Matt, Brooke, Analisa, Meg and I goofed around before the bell rang. Matt's GOOFY, a little nutty (Haha, he said he was a Snicker's bar - chocolatey on the outside, nutty on the inside... LOL), but he's harmless.

Research 1... So-so. Anyway, Ricky and I met after B-lunch! I was on my way back to class, while he was on his way to the caf. Aw, I missed him. We haven't talked to each other in weeks. He said he was already a Lvl 95 High Priest! Yay.

Pre-Calc... was still Pre-Calc. It was a breeze 'cause I already knew the stuff Mr. Garcia taught today.

I feel weird today. Did a lot of smiling. Anna's cute shoes must be lucky.

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Tuesday - Back to school after the three-day weekend. My weekend was horrible. I had a baaad sore throat last Fri... and I ended up with a little fever last Sat. So for three days straight, I couldn't talk and be all crazy. Anyway, it was good that I got sick during the 3-day weekend because I didn't have to skip a school day. Hehe, not that I like going to school. It's just that I couldn't afford to lose one day of school, as I would miss a lot of new lessons and homework.

I'm still sick... am feeling a little better. I don't have the fever anymore. No more sore throat, too. I just have colds, which isn't really bad. Sometimes I think I kinda like the sound of my voice when I have colds.

Btw, I got a perfect 100 in the Pre-Calc chapter test last Friday, therefore I am feeling *happy* Yay! And Mr. Garcia says that Pre-Calculus is even harder than Calculus itself, so ~double yay~! I can't imagine I'd say this, but I LOVE MATH... It's way, WAY better than Bio or Chem or Physics or History. And sometimes, I even find doing Pre-Calc homework easier than writing an essay. Could it be?... Yes, I have turned to the Dark Side! Bwahahaha.

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Great Monday. School was OK... which is another way of saying that it's pretty boring. I joined the Kreative Writer's Club (Yes, they spell that with a K. Everything in OHS is spelled with a K - including their name for their students, Kowboys and Kowgirls. Anyway, the club was OK too... Majority of the members were a talented bunch of goths/ skatergirls. I felt out of place - haha, almost all of them were in black, while I was all dolled up in a pink tee and capris! - but that doesn't bother me much.

When we got home, we were all over Ninang's package from the Philippines. New clothes, new accessories. Yay for me, I feel like a girl again. >_______<

BJJ after that. I got 1 stripe, and so did Anna and Bobby. We had a lot of fun today, teaching Camilla how to speak Tagalog. When Mike joined in, we were all cracking up 'cause he kept saying pan-yet! pan-yet! (panget = ugly). That and dali! dali! (hurry up!) are his favorites... Steven was hilarious! He kept making girly impersonations, like when we were passing the ball around, and he was on our team, he kept saying "I'm on the girls team for-ever..." Haha, malamya pa naman siya (mahinhin!) kaya lalong nakakatawa. ^O^

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Neon ~ Sponge Cola


your smile is gently freezing
snow throws it away
you're the laughter in my silence
the crow that keeps me awake
green towel less soft spoken
thoughts you never knew
the lies and empty promises
i gave them all to you

how does it feel?
how is it that i can't feel?
coz i, i need to know

coz i, i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz i, i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
everything is still without you near

everything about you
the world was something new
and i was there at the open
well just to be with you
but every time i see the shelter
every time i walk away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

how does it feel?
How is it that i can't feel?
coz i, i need to know

coz i, i know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz i, i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time i see you passing by
i just stand here waiting for you
and i will talk to myself
what a lazy sunday afternoon
and i'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be your everything, count on me
i'll try to be so perfect you'll see
but nothing can compare to you
whatever lies out there

there's no one here...
there's no one here...

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Ilang araw na akong tulala. Tulala. Parang blanko ang utak ko. Ewan, I feel kind of numb and dumb at the same time. I feel lost in a sea of faces, surrounded by a crowd but alone. Tapos para bang pag nagsasalita ako, ang kausap ko hangin.

Tulala. Parang pinainom ako ng sedatives, walang kalatuy-latoy. Lol, naalala ko tuloy yung commercial ng Centrum.... Not enough vitamins, not enough life. Haha, ganon kasi ako ngayon. Walang-buhay. Pah-thetic. Tulala.

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